Thinking Of You!!!

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Its already 5 days since I chat with him!!Should I make the move first or wait for him??But if he does not come and find me then I should wait him for how long??Haiz..Really miss him so much..What should I do??-.-..Does he ever miss me??Does he ever think about me??zzz...


Or he only come and find me when he's having problem??HUH..I think I shouldn't have that kind of thought of him..ISH ISH ISH!!What a bad mind I have... 


In the end, I still come to my blog and pour out all my troubles and worries!!After writing it out I somehow feel more relieve..Thank you,bloggie!!Hehe..;)

If I Let You Go~~

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go ?

If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
(close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
(if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
(oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
(oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go ?

H A P P Y!H A P P Y!

Today really went through a tired day..Morning had to wake up early in the morning to meet my friends at school( although i wake up at 9 o'clock but for me its consider early..hehe..).So Dia and me quickly ride our motor because we know both of us are late already..hoho..At school we had a chat with our teacher..hurm..feel like going back to school and study if I can..haha..but time can't turn back..After finish doing our stuff then we decide to had our breakfast at KFC( after argue where we want to had our breakfast..haha..).At that time it was 10something..lol..So late already only we had our breakfast..haha..I'm damn hungry that time..On the way, I meet my foster brother and his friend..I think he also want to go to school to meet our teachers..At KFC we chat a lot( mostly about ghost story ).And Dia got scare just because of that..frankly speaking same goes to me..but i just act cool..hoho..=D..On the way sending Teong to the SMJK school bus stop..I again saw until him..lol..got fate isn't it??kaka..just joking..he say he got look at me but I did not..he some more say I become more selfish already..I WHERE GOT!!=(..so sad he say that to me..haiz..Its okay..Maybe he just joking with me..haha..Suddenly my friends planned want to go S'wan!!!WHAT??I yesterday just go S'wan..lol..need to think of an excuses again..haha..Anyway cut the story short, I did go to S'wan with my friends..Should spend some time with them before they go out and study..hehe..Oh My God...Didn't realize the time already 5something..sweat!!So scare give daddy scold..huhu..And my friends also got help me to think some excuses to give to my daddy if he ask me where did I go..haha..Luckily when I reach home daddy was not at home because he go fetch my younger sister..keke..But the line still not clear yet..hoho..When he reach home I just act normal( ya what..need to act like a pro )..Yahoo!!He didn't mention about why I go S'wan with my friends and come back so late..haha..SAFE SAFE...;)

Everyone's Gone~~

Hours by hours, days by days, months by months past by..I think i should accept the fact that all my friends will be leaving me either sooner or later..But one thing that will always be keep in my mind that is our friendship will last forever..We should treasure the one beside us when we have the chance( not mean that i'm going to die soon.>.<.)..hehe..But my close friend say she don't want to remember our memories..this make me feel so sad..she some more ask me can or not??LOL..of course the answer is CANNOT!!haha..i'm not trying to talk bad about her..just that what we have gone through will always be in my mind..ALWAYS!!hope our friendship last forever ya..no matter where you go i hope you will always remember me as your best friend and same goes to me..


FRIEND'S FOREVER YA!!
~yee yin~
~shazreen~
~sze sze~
~kah siang~
~shi lee~
~pei ern~
~zhi zi~
~shu tin~
~ling shyan~
~soon-en~
~amira~
~vasanth~
~vino~
~gerald~
~hanusha~
~kanmani~
~kathiraven~
~nasirah~
~praba~
~salini~
~jedgesvaren~
~thanes~
~kogilavany~


















 Love You All..Muakksss~~~
  
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MISS!!MISS!!MISS!!

A new chapter of life is going to coming soon..

I think i need to have a turn over for myself..CHANGE MY ATTITUDE,CHANGE MY CHARACTER, CHANGE MY EVERYTHING..Need to be more mature in handling any problem or situation..If i keep on acting like a child when will i be able to grown up??Haiz..

LOVE PROBLEM~!!shu shu shu..Don't come and disturb me right now..keep a distance from me..must think of study first..LOVE should come later..hehe..After having a broken heart and a long time of sadness..i should be open-minded and accept the fact that we are not fated to be together..there should be someone else more suitable for him..hurm.."wish you and her relationship will last long"..oh ya..because of that,we become brother and sister..haha..Does it sound funny??I hope not..keke..To my bro..P/S:If anything happen must tell your sis ya!!;)

Think, Think, Think..What should i write??Erm.....

OMG..Forgot to see the time..Its already 3.21am..I think i better end my story here..Gonna sneak into my comfortable bed and have a good night rest..hehe..night everyone..Opss..should be morning now..=P

TRIAL EXAM FINALLY OVER!!!!
WUHUHUHU~~~
so hapi that trial exam finally over odi...but actually still left 1 subj (EST) but that subj no need to read one..COZ dunno want to read what...kakaka(>.<)
HAIZ..dunno wat my feeling is..either sad or hapi??coz my BM got 79..oly left 1 mark can get A1 odi..bt i nw got A2..hmm..if for my fren they sure say okie odi lar..but for me..i most probably choose having A1 for my BM..am i GREEDY??(headache)


but i noe i must not be hapi too fast..coz the REAL SPM is coming soon..ARRGHHHH...NOOOOO!!!!

STRESS!!!

haiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~~~~

EXAM>>>EXAM>>>EXAM>>>

i'm feel so stress..
trial exam only left about 2 month...
my parent & my school teacher always nag at us(go study, go study)
we know that it is for our own good..
but do i have time to study anymore???
always think about it day & night

HELLLLLPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how am i going to cope with my stdy??
anyone or anybody can help me??
haizzz~~~
our school principle say that study in the early morning is better compare in the afternoon.
is it right??she say we will be able to remember thing well if we study early in the morning..
i also don't know whether it is true or not~~~
but anyway, it is better if i try it..^^


actually yesterday i decided to wake up early in the morning to study, around 5.30am.
GUESS WAT!!!
i just off the alarm..and i slept until 6.30am only wake up..
hahaha..i think next time i should have a disciplin for myself..
just like today..i am suppose to go study for my chemistry..
and i just waste my time..( sitting infront of the laptop - on9 )
so i guess i have to go to study now~~~
BYE for now...TATAღ

EXAM???

AZA~~AZA~~FIGHTING!!!